Friday, September 09, 2005
this feeling just suddenly dawned on me and i dont know what to make of it.
i hate the world's expectations of how to live your life
and i hate the feeling of of just trying to live up to everyone's expectations.
CRUD.
you know.
i cant stand how you're getting to me. like why should i even bother. but something inside me just. just gets affected by it.
i'd appreciate if you'd shut up. and stop trying to brainwash everyone. UGH
dont make me hate you.
i know you're trying to spite me. you're trying to get to me. and i hate to admit it. but you are succeeding.
and i loathe that.
i wish you'd get the hell out.
ARGH
i wish life was back to normal. i wanted something picture perfect.
but i guess not huh
nothing in life ever comes close.
i'll get over it.
7:17 PM*
this feeling just suddenly dawned on me and i dont know what to make of it.
i hate the world's expectations of how to live your life
and i hate the feeling of of just trying to live up to everyone's expectations.
CRUD.
you know.
i cant stand how you're getting to me. like why should i even bother. but something inside me just. just gets affected by it.
i'd appreciate if you'd shut up. and stop trying to brainwash everyone. UGH
dont make me hate you.
i know you're trying to spite me. you're trying to get to me. and i hate to admit it. but you are succeeding.
and i loathe that.
i wish you'd get the hell out.
ARGH
i wish life was back to normal. i wanted something picture perfect.
but i guess not huh
nothing in life ever comes close.
i'll get over it.
7:17 PM*
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
heyys.
omgosh.
can you believe it? i'm actually blogging again.
hahha had to try quite a few times to get into my account. havent logged in in awhile.
well.
i've got nothing much to say actually. just had the sudden urge to do an entry just this once. and maybe in a couple of days.
just randomly i guess.
school's been normal.
which im thankful for i suppose
wanna go for 930 retreat.
hope i can.
wishing. and hoping.
6:54 PM*
heyys.
omgosh.
can you believe it? i'm actually blogging again.
hahha had to try quite a few times to get into my account. havent logged in in awhile.
well.
i've got nothing much to say actually. just had the sudden urge to do an entry just this once. and maybe in a couple of days.
just randomly i guess.
school's been normal.
which im thankful for i suppose
wanna go for 930 retreat.
hope i can.
wishing. and hoping.
6:54 PM*
Thursday, April 14, 2005
oh bother.
sigh.
im feeling sickk.
and mind you that word has many different interpretations so you go figure yeaa.
im off now.
seeya
one last thing.
im a big nasty BADDIE.
hahahahahaha
4:07 PM*
oh bother.
sigh.
im feeling sickk.
and mind you that word has many different interpretations so you go figure yeaa.
im off now.
seeya
one last thing.
im a big nasty BADDIE.
hahahahahaha
4:07 PM*
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
BOO!
ahaha. i shall be nice and blog and not let my pretty and unbelievablypretty and absolutelynodoubtverypretty blog rot away. actually i've got nothing much to blog. just. aye. bored out of my wits.
sigh.
im just looking forward to the weekends. thats it. math test this friday. what a bummer. so much time to kill now. life's so mundane! all i do is mope around most of the day. i NEED to get out of here. thats why weekends are the best. i'd definitely suffer without them. my life will slowly but surely wilt away. it will rot like mouldy bread. it will ah whatever.
BAHH.
oh im just glad that my stupid nose has finished its peeling process. its been gross the past few weeks man. the stupid nose stings. actually its not my nose. its the skin under my nose and around it. so mad. i was like shedding for the past few days. if you've seen me for the past few days SEEMINGLY looking like i was digging my nose. please be assured that i was not because i do not. repeat. DO NOT do such disgusting and unhygenic things in public. heck i hardly ever do them.
oh i have to complain about something. the girls toilet in school on level 3 is always out of toilet paper! its so icky! can you imagine no toilet paper? so unhygenic la! eeeeks. i hope they replenish[?!] the toilet paper rolls regularly. maybe like once or twice everyday. very gross to not have toilet paper when you need to pee you know. honest. unless you're a dirrty pig who doesnt use toilet paper.
eeyerr.
/shudders.
okay as you can see. im quite what about hygiene. oh ya and wash your hands after you pee. all the germies around.
oh well.
im bored now. shall i take a nap? i think i shall. so sleepy.
nights.
5:31 PM*
BOO!
ahaha. i shall be nice and blog and not let my pretty and unbelievablypretty and absolutelynodoubtverypretty blog rot away. actually i've got nothing much to blog. just. aye. bored out of my wits.
sigh.
im just looking forward to the weekends. thats it. math test this friday. what a bummer. so much time to kill now. life's so mundane! all i do is mope around most of the day. i NEED to get out of here. thats why weekends are the best. i'd definitely suffer without them. my life will slowly but surely wilt away. it will rot like mouldy bread. it will ah whatever.
BAHH.
oh im just glad that my stupid nose has finished its peeling process. its been gross the past few weeks man. the stupid nose stings. actually its not my nose. its the skin under my nose and around it. so mad. i was like shedding for the past few days. if you've seen me for the past few days SEEMINGLY looking like i was digging my nose. please be assured that i was not because i do not. repeat. DO NOT do such disgusting and unhygenic things in public. heck i hardly ever do them.
oh i have to complain about something. the girls toilet in school on level 3 is always out of toilet paper! its so icky! can you imagine no toilet paper? so unhygenic la! eeeeks. i hope they replenish[?!] the toilet paper rolls regularly. maybe like once or twice everyday. very gross to not have toilet paper when you need to pee you know. honest. unless you're a dirrty pig who doesnt use toilet paper.
eeyerr.
/shudders.
okay as you can see. im quite what about hygiene. oh ya and wash your hands after you pee. all the germies around.
oh well.
im bored now. shall i take a nap? i think i shall. so sleepy.
nights.
5:31 PM*
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
omgosh omgosh!
i havent updated in sooooooooooo long!
alrighteys. i shall update on today! i went for my first ever
iSOW
today. was fun i supp'. but i loved the praise and worship session the best!
im looking forward to tmrs. its like the whole day. hope i learn loads from it. auntie cathie and auncle brandon rock! they are so superbly nice. -gushes]
ookkaaayy. oh no oh no!!
sec3 bonding camp so rocked!
like i realised how much my class rocks man.
i love the O-Oists
camp totally changed my perspective of my class. its total fun.
i cant wait to go back to school now!
ahhhhhhhh! -squeals]
okay okay. composure composure.
lets see what we did at camp.
we
rocked.
apart from that.
we rocked somemore.
we had like rafting and all that. amazing race. the low element stuff. activities were like B-O-R-I-N-G. just the bonding part that rocked.
guys in my class are such sickass pervies. cept for a handful.
oh and im so grateful to joanna for being so enthusiastic all thru the camp and i guess it rubbed off on us and we all became so on about it. but poor girl she yelled till she got hoarse. but at least all her efforts didnt go down the drain. joanna rocks. cant wait to see her on monday! she's my friend man.
HAHAHAHAH.
i cant wait to see the O-Os at school too! oh and at camp there was this like really cute instructor! he's name's ASHER! omgosh he's so ADORABLE!
so charming.
-swooons]
i LOVE his hair. its so floppy but in a nice-ish way. and its like really soft. tho i didnt touch it its seeable. but he's kinda short tho. hahaha but he's so
oh-so-cute!
bahh. okay i gotta zoom off now. mummys nagging me. its dinnertime.
taaas
6:56 PM*
omgosh omgosh!
i havent updated in sooooooooooo long!
alrighteys. i shall update on today! i went for my first ever
iSOW
today. was fun i supp'. but i loved the praise and worship session the best!
im looking forward to tmrs. its like the whole day. hope i learn loads from it. auntie cathie and auncle brandon rock! they are so superbly nice. -gushes]
ookkaaayy. oh no oh no!!
sec3 bonding camp so rocked!
like i realised how much my class rocks man.
i love the O-Oists
camp totally changed my perspective of my class. its total fun.
i cant wait to go back to school now!
ahhhhhhhh! -squeals]
okay okay. composure composure.
lets see what we did at camp.
we
rocked.
apart from that.
we rocked somemore.
we had like rafting and all that. amazing race. the low element stuff. activities were like B-O-R-I-N-G. just the bonding part that rocked.
guys in my class are such sickass pervies. cept for a handful.
oh and im so grateful to joanna for being so enthusiastic all thru the camp and i guess it rubbed off on us and we all became so on about it. but poor girl she yelled till she got hoarse. but at least all her efforts didnt go down the drain. joanna rocks. cant wait to see her on monday! she's my friend man.
HAHAHAHAH.
i cant wait to see the O-Os at school too! oh and at camp there was this like really cute instructor! he's name's ASHER! omgosh he's so ADORABLE!
so charming.
-swooons]
i LOVE his hair. its so floppy but in a nice-ish way. and its like really soft. tho i didnt touch it its seeable. but he's kinda short tho. hahaha but he's so
oh-so-cute!
bahh. okay i gotta zoom off now. mummys nagging me. its dinnertime.
taaas
6:56 PM*
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
omgosh. im so ugh-ed out.
im failing all my tests. its irritating. i know i have no one else to blame cept for myself but i dont get it. why do i keep failing?
and i cant believe i failed lit. i mean like.
what.
thats like the worse la. im supposed to be good at it.
can you imagine how i felt when i saw 10/25.
it was the worst feeling ever. wasnt like boo hoo or anything but it just sucked.
sigh.
and i got like a tongue lashing from my mummy for failing so many tests.
well its not as if i enjoy failing them alright. for starters, the school doesnt have to give tests consecutively ya'know.
erks.
i hate it.
just when i thot everything was going fine.
sheesh. oh and i got caught by mrs goh for wearing my skirt too low. and i like practically went around the entire school looking for her. so sickk. just to show her that i wore it higher.
hm. forget it. i shant dwell on all the unhappy stuff.
shouldnt let it affect me too much.
okay. lets see. hahahaha today was pretty fun. we had class games after school but only like a quarter of the class stayed behind. but doesnt matter. we still had fun.
oh and i got a bar of snickers from mrs chew just because for my compo exam i used the word galore. HAHHAHAH. its so funny. oh well. i cant wait for friday to come. im actually loooking forward to netball. i wanna get tanner. and netball's actually quite fun!!!! hahahah
anyways.
friday! there's easter play rehearsals!! i love going for rehearsals! they are so much fun!
woo hoo! cant wait for weekends to come.
oh ya
i've got half day tmr. cause my school improved for o level results.
but whats the point la. got to go for the learning journey drink tea at chinatown thing. what a waste of time.
gee.
so then we'd be back in school at like 2plusplus. whats the difference.
EEEEEEEEEEks.
6:14 PM*
omgosh. im so ugh-ed out.
im failing all my tests. its irritating. i know i have no one else to blame cept for myself but i dont get it. why do i keep failing?
and i cant believe i failed lit. i mean like.
what.
thats like the worse la. im supposed to be good at it.
can you imagine how i felt when i saw 10/25.
it was the worst feeling ever. wasnt like boo hoo or anything but it just sucked.
sigh.
and i got like a tongue lashing from my mummy for failing so many tests.
well its not as if i enjoy failing them alright. for starters, the school doesnt have to give tests consecutively ya'know.
erks.
i hate it.
just when i thot everything was going fine.
sheesh. oh and i got caught by mrs goh for wearing my skirt too low. and i like practically went around the entire school looking for her. so sickk. just to show her that i wore it higher.
hm. forget it. i shant dwell on all the unhappy stuff.
shouldnt let it affect me too much.
okay. lets see. hahahaha today was pretty fun. we had class games after school but only like a quarter of the class stayed behind. but doesnt matter. we still had fun.
oh and i got a bar of snickers from mrs chew just because for my compo exam i used the word galore. HAHHAHAH. its so funny. oh well. i cant wait for friday to come. im actually loooking forward to netball. i wanna get tanner. and netball's actually quite fun!!!! hahahah
anyways.
friday! there's easter play rehearsals!! i love going for rehearsals! they are so much fun!
woo hoo! cant wait for weekends to come.
oh ya
i've got half day tmr. cause my school improved for o level results.
but whats the point la. got to go for the learning journey drink tea at chinatown thing. what a waste of time.
gee.
so then we'd be back in school at like 2plusplus. whats the difference.
EEEEEEEEEEks.
6:14 PM*
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
ahhhhhh! my aunty just sent me the pictures of my mum's friends kids! so cute!!!! i shall let the pictures do the talking. =) oh ya and more are to come but its gonna be a little later cause she's snail mailing it from hong kong. they are such cute kids! oh no. i miss them so much. oh ya hahah they called back from hongkong yesterday so i was talking to them. oh no. they're so sweeet. i miss them. and it doesnt help that i only get to see them once a year. bahh.anyways
this is sophie. she's so chubby!! really really cute! hahahah especially cute when she's about to cry. like when she starts whincing. uber cute.
hahah i just realised the only two words i use yo describe cute kids are adorable and cute. man, i gotta do sth to my vocabulary.
adn that's the side view of sophie.
that's maddy and me. she's really pretty right?? i have another picture of her in my phone. wait lemme send it and upload it here since its free mms from 5-8 and the promotions gonna be ending soon. better make full use of it. hahhahah im such a cheapskate. =)
haha meanwhile as i upload the picture. lemme tell you about my great achievement today! i went for netball!! the first time in i dunno how many months. hahaha i ought to be praised. someone pat me on the head. =)) but was kinda funny cause i actually went but there was like no place for us the non school team players to train so ms loh decided that we not train today and train on friday instead. so yeapp. i guess i'd be going on friday then. i shall change my mindset. NETBALL IS FUN!! it ROCKS my socks. i love netball. hhahahaha.
okay im sending james' picture now. oh ya the pictures arent really well taken cause number 1 james refused to let me take a picture of him and number two i took them using my handphone. and the cam on my phone sucks. yupp so james is 6 this year. maddy is 3 and sophie is less than 1. ahhhhhhh!!! so cute. hahahahah seriously. my vocab is -sphloch- terrible.
hm. my connection is slowwww.arg. its taking so long. i think photobucket is quite retarded.
5:22 PM*
ahhhhhh! my aunty just sent me the pictures of my mum's friends kids! so cute!!!! i shall let the pictures do the talking. =) oh ya and more are to come but its gonna be a little later cause she's snail mailing it from hong kong. they are such cute kids! oh no. i miss them so much. oh ya hahah they called back from hongkong yesterday so i was talking to them. oh no. they're so sweeet. i miss them. and it doesnt help that i only get to see them once a year. bahh.anyways
this is sophie. she's so chubby!! really really cute! hahahah especially cute when she's about to cry. like when she starts whincing. uber cute.hahah i just realised the only two words i use yo describe cute kids are adorable and cute. man, i gotta do sth to my vocabulary.
adn that's the side view of sophie.that's maddy and me. she's really pretty right?? i have another picture of her in my phone. wait lemme send it and upload it here since its free mms from 5-8 and the promotions gonna be ending soon. better make full use of it. hahhahah im such a cheapskate. =)haha meanwhile as i upload the picture. lemme tell you about my great achievement today! i went for netball!! the first time in i dunno how many months. hahaha i ought to be praised. someone pat me on the head. =)) but was kinda funny cause i actually went but there was like no place for us the non school team players to train so ms loh decided that we not train today and train on friday instead. so yeapp. i guess i'd be going on friday then. i shall change my mindset. NETBALL IS FUN!! it ROCKS my socks. i love netball. hhahahaha.
okay im sending james' picture now. oh ya the pictures arent really well taken cause number 1 james refused to let me take a picture of him and number two i took them using my handphone. and the cam on my phone sucks. yupp so james is 6 this year. maddy is 3 and sophie is less than 1. ahhhhhhh!!! so cute. hahahahah seriously. my vocab is -sphloch- terrible.
hm. my connection is slowwww.arg. its taking so long. i think photobucket is quite retarded.
5:22 PM*